As you'r not around....

Life seems so lonely
Life is so colorless
Life has just stopped
As you are not around

The day you left
You took away my life
Now nothing seems right
As you are not around

I sit by riverside
Remember those nights
When we were together
As you are not around

Walk in my life again
Make it colorful again
I promise I won't do anything wrong
When you will be all mine...

Life is so tough

Life is tough
It doesn't give you much choices
There are Roses and Stones
In every path you moves
To conquer what one needs
Is to move till life ends...

MY DADDY GREATEST

My daddy greatest.
I remember, he never asked me where I'm spending money. He has faith in me.
I remember, he never tried to put his wishes and dreams in me. He let me free to do what I want to do.
I remember, he never made me feel that he's not happy by what I'm doing. He allowed me my own space.
My daddy, who works 8 to 10 hours a day, gave us his time so that we can enjoy with him.
He gave us every possible help, every possible think we need.
We never asked for anything, he understood with out saying and used to bring,
No matter he comes back from work tired, if we want to go out, he takes us.
He supports us, feeds us, gives us freedom, teach us the rules and regulations of society.
He's always there for us, when ever we need him.
I just can't imagine my life with out him.
I just can't get anyone else like him in my life.
I found love hidden behind his anger.
I found care hidden behind his anger.
I found him every where in my life.
I'm 'cause of him.
I'm 'cause he taught me to fight, to live, to love, to make my own space in world.
I'm unable to describe him in words.
I found him next to GOD.
My daddy greatest.
I LOVE MY DAD.
I LOVE YOU DAD.

Day Out

I've done the craziest thing in my life. i've just stopped going college and not informed anyone of my friend or faculty about it. above all, my cell was switched off. i know they got angry and were shocked by my behavoiour. but i needed to do this. it was needed for me.
one evening i found myself totally depressed. i wasn't aware of the reason. before that thing gets increased i thought of taking a leave. and i wasn't so sure that should i inform my friends or not. i thought of being alone. being only with myself. i wanted to regain my lost power, energy, confidence and myself. i was lost somewhere. and wanted to find myself back.
so i took Day-Off from my regular schedule. i went to see the paiting exibition, buyed concert ticked of shreya ghoshal and will be taking tickets for play.
it was nice. i fully enjoyed myself.

PERSONALITY

PERSONALITY. Who’s a personality? A person who have lots of money? Or a person who is a big Film star? A person who’s leading the nation or a person who’s running a big empire? Who’s a PERSONALITY? Who’s actually a personality? Can anyone tell me? For you all a Personality is a person who’s a big person in terms of financial status. One who’s a Film Star, a Businessman, a Sportsperson and the list go on. Well in my case it’s a different. If you’ll ask me who’s a personality for me, my answer will be: “EVERYONE I KNOW”.

Yeah, exactly. That’s true. For me everyone who’s around me is a Personality. Well may be I’m seeing something which you are not able to see that’s why you all are not seeing a Personality around you. But I must tell you, we all are surrounded by a Personality. We just have to tilt our way of looking at them a bit. If we able to do then I’m sure you all will find yourself surrounded by at least one Personality. Then this term will have a wider meaning rather than narrow as it’s now. I’m glad to share my vision and definition of a Personality with you. Well not getting away from topic I would like to come directly on my vision of a Personality. The first Personality we all met in our life is someone whom we know well. Any guess? They are our PARENTS. Yeah they are a Personality. You all might be thinking how they can be a Personality? Right? Well I know my Parents are. My mom never ever said no to me whenever I was hungry. She used to leave her work and used to feed me. I still remember when I was in school, my sister timing and my timing of returning from school was having a difference of 2 hours. I used to reach early. And she used to make hot chapatti for us leaving her all work. We always got hot chapatti on plate. After my sister had her food after coming from school, she used to eat despite how much hungry she was. She used to wait for us. I like sweets lot. And my mom knows it. She also likes sweets. But she used to save all sweets for me. After me, she used to eat. On being asked she will smile and say, “I’m your mother. How could I’ve it before you when I know you like it?” Now as I’m in Pune pursuing my further studies, still she used to save some sweets for me as she knows that I’ll come on vacations and I like sweets. According to her, a mother can’t have anything when she knows that her child like that. She used to take me to the shop on my b’days and used to buy clothes for me. I used to say that I don’t one but she used to take me to the shop and would insist on buying a cloth. I just can’t forget those moments. They still come in front of my eyes. How can I forget during festivals? These are some events which I can’t forget. She used to stand outside the house if I used to get 5 minutes late from my tuitions. She still loves me the same way although we are 1600 kms away from each other. Whenever she used to call, she always says, “Never be shy on eating sweets. If u likes to eat certain sweet then go ahead and eat. I used to remember you always and especial when I cook something which is your favourite.” It’s been three years in Pune, but still when I come from there, her eyes get wet. She’s running a small ladies shop and she looks after the house too. But at night of my leaving from there, she used to be awake whole night, cooking something for me. Some sweet, some salty. Everything. She keeps running from house to shop, but till now I never got cold food. I always got hot food. She cooks when we want to eat. She never prepared food in advance just for her convenience. In spite she is handling two things at a time; she always took care of us very well. I used to demand what I want to eat and she used to prepare that. My sister and I’ve a different taste but she never complained. She used to prepare food for both of us. She used to prepare two different types of food for both if us without any complaint. She always gave us what was good for us. She took proper care for us. When I was a kid, she taught us all good habits. Today people say that I’m well behaved and they all like me for that. The whole credit goes to her. I was taught that I have to be calm and quiet and should respect everyone despite their age. Whenever I didn’t obeyed her she shouted and taught me well. She was one of the people to make me a good human being. I used to be a good student during my childhood. So one day a teacher just seeing my name gave me good marks for all the wrong answer. When my Mom checked out she went to my teacher and said that she did wrong by giving me full marks for the wrong answer. From her learnt to be honest. She used to do all her work despite the other person is cursing her. From her I learnt to do your work sincerely and perfectly. She taught me to be frank and to be good to every person. She taught me to respect every human being. She nourished me to be a good human being. If people praise me for being a good human being, I owe it to her. It’s all because of her people like me, respect me and love me. I just can’t thank her in words at all. She is the one of the Personality I know. For me she a GOD. No wonder how bad her child is, she can never ever think anything bad for her child. My salute to My MOM and all the MOM of the earth. I LOVE YOU MOM. YOU ARE BEST. I LOVE YOU A LOT.

RELATIONSHIP, THE COMPLEX WORD

"HOW TO HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP?"
"HOW TO MAINTAIN A RELATIONSHIP?"

This are the questions which are being asked and run into every person's mind. But this questions can never be answered, but to be felt and expreinced. One need to understand the other person well and then need to behave in that way. The relationship is not only between Husband-Wife, its between daughter-mother, mother-son, father-son, father-daughter, between friends, between boss and his employee and every person who are related to each other. But why it happen's that we sometimes missunderstood people? Why we don't understand the other person? Why we fail to hear the unspoken words by the other family members? Why we see the disputes in the family inspite being a FAMILY? Are we lacking somehwhere? Are we getting selfish that only our words to heard or given importance? Why we fails to understand the other perosn? WHY?

I sometimes wonder, in older days, when there were joint-family, there were less disputes and they all used to stay together, happiliy. But now, in the necular-family, where there are only parents and their childrens, why do they fail to be happy? Why does a mother father fails to understand what his son wants from him? Why a mother get involves in a younger child so much that she forgets the other? Why do they miss-interpreat the meaning of their child sharing his view as he's being questioning their up-bringing?

Its been said that, the child's mind is like a plain paper. Whatever you write in it in his early childhood days, gets imprinted for the whole life. That's the reason, in old days, the family elderly person used to take utmost care that the young ones of the family are been giving proper training till they grew up and sees the world from their own. They were kept away from all the disputes, tension, fights, and other such negative things going on in a family, so that they should not get imprinted in family. They used to spent time with the eldely person, whos disission was listened, and who used to be the friend of the young ones. The young ones made their gandparents as friends and shared all thier thoughts which then mixed with the expreince of theirs and then given the comment or solutions to problems. This not only made young felt good as they were having a good friend to solve out their problem but also someone from the family who is their friend. Having a family as a friend, a good friend, helpled them a lot. They not only learnt how to tackel the problems but also shared thier feeling and got emotional support, which is the important part of the upbringing. HAVING A GOOD EMOTIONAL SUPPORT. A young child needs someone with whom he can share all his thought. In joint-family, he has grandparents. But in necular-family, he's left alone. He fears to share his thought with parents, as they are parents. Parents become ther good parents, but fails to become the good friend when they need to be. This somehow affects the child, mentally. He sees them as a parents not friends, and then he starts hidding things. He start telling lie. At this point, the friends,the school friends, plays the role. He mixes with them. Due to the improper knowledge given to him in the beinging by his PARENTS, he start thinking that anyone who understand him, with whom he is enjoying is his friend. But when parents intervent by saying that you this friend isn't good, stay away from him, or your friends background, parents are not good, stay away from him, makes the child angry and then he become stubborn and start arguing with his parents. But here they wuite him by slapping at that point and putting him into rules and regulations which imprint in his mind as his parents are not good and don't understand him. When the child moves to college, he by that time has been imprinted with all such incidents which result in that the parents are parents, we need to hide our things from him. But how much a person's mind and heart can hide. Now he looks for someone with whom he can share his secrets and start searching for a lover. As he has seen, that the lover should be good looking and beautifil, he looks for the same, but forgets that the important thing is how much the person understands you. This gives rise to instant break-ups and link-ups. And the physical attractions and need plays the important role in it. He can't share his physical changes and problems with his parents, as he don't find it good to share because of our conservativeness and the parents don't take the initiative as they are parents and not friends. They don't open to their children and so the children's. This start making the distance between them and constant clash of ideas and thinking giving in rise to the tension between childrens and parents. Here the parents fails to understand the actual reason and make the wrong conclusion that thier child don't treat them well and is runing out of thier hands or has already did. This thinking plays another important role and control the parents actions which then has the equal reactions. The same thing happens with the child who thinks the same thing and give rise to his actions. The child finally after so much link-ups get the final partner and decide to spent the whole life with her. The parents have no choice to agree as ultimately they are parents. All their blackmailing or outbrust of emotions of not following thier words and lisenting to them have no impact on child. They marry and the parents have two options left. Either they have to leave the home and live somewhere else, or they have to live with them quietly at the one corner of the home. The parents can never take that their child will treat them so badly, so they move to some other place.

This is the scene which are seen today. The story and the action-reactions might not be the same but this is what happen. Not in one relationship but in every relationship. The main reason is that, we see the things from our side. We never see the things from other side. We always have a feeling that the superior never bend his head. We don't think that if the king has to rule, he has to listen and has to care the emotions, feelings of the crowd, of the countrymen. Then only he's the TRUE KING. Why we fails to understand the small thing? Why we overlook one thing which make us HUMAN? That thing is EMOTIONS,FEELINGS. One care, and the problem is solved.